I had wrapped up all of my major projects about a week a go. So, I had a lot of time to just be on the property without any extra responsibility other than managing staff.
I spent the last few days talking with the biologists, some of which I now consider great friends.
I hung out with the animals~ feeding, observing and appreciating them. I walked the grounds and took in the beauty of the space. It was a wonderful way to say good-bye to a job I really did love.
There was no anticipation or anxiety about "what's next" as I was winding down the chapter. It felt completely natural.
I was asked if I was excited about leaving... While I am so happy to be able to be home with my kiddo and teach and write and live more fully, I am also sad. I enjoy the work. There is a hopefulness and optimism about the great possibilities the career offers. So, no I'm not excited.
I am grateful for an experience that was completely unexpected. I am thankful that I have new friends and a new perspective.
But this morning I didn't set an alarm. When I did wake up there was no hurry, no place to be. I did a few chores. Had coffee with my husband. I settled into a way of living that is truthful to who I am.
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